My heart still skip a bit with its tune
I know your at peace but my heart still in grief
Nothing that time can’t cure but yours the exception
Behind the happy thoughts lies a miserable child
Who hasn’t lost hope for the day that you will come back
Please don’t knock on the door
I don’t want that anymore
Just please give me a hug and smile
I pray hard for you to be okay
I pray for you more than me
Your the gift that I can’t touch but you do have place in my heart
Your a proof that good things don’t last but it’s memories will last a long time
I’m still grieving
Still I can’t accept that I can only see you in my dreams
A dream that will end whenever I open my eyes
A dream that I can’t control
A constant reminder of your loss
I can’t help the tears..
Oh the tears!
Why it cant be your hand wiping my cheeks?
Why I can’t celebrate the day that you were born?
I can’t even sing a straight happy birthday to you..
I am your child…
I should be strong and happy…
I should but I can’t..
I should be
But then again..
I’m just a lost child now..
Happy birthday Papa!